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assalamualaikum mateys!!!for once I like to 100% honest about stuff. I keep hiding but still only Allah knows how I feel. First of all I got to know your friends & siblings by accident. I got no intention to get you by using them honestly. & I can't stop being friends with them because they are really good people. I can be friends with anyone no matter how old & who they are. I just don't know why I still have a crush on you. I have a crush on you ever since I was in sec 2. until now I don't why I still have that same crush for many years. To you, you feel that I'm just a pest bugging your life. You keep having a thought that when will this boy get a life & when will he give up. even when you said my chances of getting you is zero to telor. but then I also reliase since the day I first contacted you, the reception between us is very very very bad. I bet among everyone you know I'm the most black listed & wants to avoid at all cause. I just don't know what else can stop me. I kept telling myself that there are many fish in the pond. but then I still wanna be with you. About that getting a life, yes I do contact some other & etc(you guys know the drill after that) but then why must I still wait for you. I do go fishing at Tagged but the question is , why do I still want you & to know that I can't even get you even if I wait for eternity. Yes I do did alot of childish & horrible things to you in the past. but then recent events changed me. Yes I realise all of it is my fault. By now I say maybe you might be with someone else. but insyallah I wish to have a chance to prove to you. I never had a chance to prove to you what I'am truely. I realise that I'm younger than you. I know that I might not be good looking & the way I'm dress is not your kind of taste,but then I'm just being myself. I never like to be mainstream or wear what majority is wearing. not exactly all lar. but no one is perfect. I wanna say your name but its so so so so confidential, I would like to say this, I still have a crush on you for 4 years, I would like to apologise to you for all my wrong doings in the past. & also apologise for bugging your life. I just hope that you give me an oppurtunity one day for me to prove myself. If no oppurtunity its okay,I'm not expecting it. please don't look at me the same way like you did in the past. so thats all I have to say to you. I hope we could still stay as friends. wtf???I suddenly feel useless typing all this shit. as if you gonna read it or something. I bet you don't even care about what I wrote. Arghh!!..ape nk jadi,jadi lar. tetap gua pang rok! PS: I'm just wasting my time writing this hahahahaha =) |
