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Assalamualaikum,May Peace Be Upon You


June 2007


I blogged when I'am bored


Aye Aye Mates!!!!...
School & exams are finally over...
so bloody happy...
now its time for me to find a job...
I need money to save up for a bike...
I'm gonna enroll for a 2B license in 5months!!!!!!...
insyallah by in 8months time I'll be on the road JYEAH!!!
been on a hiatus for a few days...
I was at chalet with Yat,Isk,Ahmad,Sharul,Mahdi,Feeroz & many more of their friends mostly form ITE Tampines & ex tampines secondary...
thursday is where the fun began...
I did something sinful for both nights...
2nd night I was seriously gone!...
Thanks guys for helping me out especially farid & fee...
At one point I was angry at yat...
but some how my anger becomes into a sad emotion...
Is that I cannot frust myself...
came back saturday morning...
I had a good sleep & woke up at 6pm...
went to sk8 with the asal bole crew...
went to elmmy's haouse to chill then finally I reached home half an hour ago...

few days ago guess what?
I stepped upon a friend of mine's blog...
I saw her pics there & her friend was gorgeous...
she looks like nora danish...
wow!!!!
I want to get to her...
but I'm shy to ask my friend her contact...
shes 18 & I have a feeling shes single...
If shes attached too bad, kwang kwang kwang kwang...

to someone else...
I know your trying to avoid me...
i know your still mad...
for once please do believe me...
I really meant my apology..
I'm sorry I have to ask someone your new no. ....
but then if as if I've keep bugging you everyday...
I've only sms & msn to you last week ...
& I tried calling you just now but you did not answer...
I wanna close the book of me chasing you...
but in a good way...
I don't wanna carry the heavy guilt on my shoulder forever...
I know its my fault & I wanna make it up...
You want me to get a life...
Yes I am getting one btw...
Its ungentlemanly of me to not make up such a thing...
so if I have no choice then too bad...
I just have to end the story with disastrous ending ....

this song is for you! enjoy!

Plain white t's - a lonely september

I'm sittin' here all by myself
Just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
We just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
When we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
The way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

PS:I deserve it for my unreasonable act...