Disclaimer
Assalamualaikum,May Peace Be Upon You June 2007 I blogged when I'am bored |
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The People
High School*Kasmadi *Ayul *Fique *Rizal *Izzah *Fee *Sarah *Zulazfar *Zulhilmi Clt *Hazmi Samat *OG True Mates *Dyat *Nabeel *Burger *Haikal Others *Syed Ahmad *Bal *Taslim *Sharul Azri *Elfy Mcphee *Mark Hoppus Cousins *Hakimy |
The Reflection
still wipe out after 11 hours of skateboarding yesterday...we started at 3pm from east coast to city link to east coast again then to our hometown tamp poser land... something strange happened at the same time... its as if my reflection is telling me what is right & what is wrong... its like my insanity is getting to a new level... but talking & listening to my reflection helps me alot... it gives me the the power to be fearless when skateboarding... yet I kinda like the pain.... I don't care about my well being... so what if i die,one day you have to die too... btw my reflection also told if I saw that person or any of its family member do think that I don't know them... Yesterday that person's brother saw me & approached me trying to shake my hand but walk away without saying a single word & pretend not to know him... that is an advice by my reflection which I also think that I'm doing the right thing... you think I care about you three siblings??? not even a little bit... curse you people... I hate you guys... why??? because all of you hate me deep inside & I can feel it.... don't try to act nice by approaching me... I have no heart & remorse so I love you people keep hating me... I don't care if people around me feel distorted,heartbroken,pain,fear,suffering or even if they DIE!!!! all I can do is just at your fucking faces... I'm not helping a single one in this world anymore... I hate being good when you know people are just going to step over my head... I wanna be way above bad... I don't care about my friends(not all of them),family(less than a quarter) & evrything around me... I wanna survive alone... Because I was born in this world alone & one day I die alone... If can I don't want a single human being to visit my jenazah when I die!!!... MUAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I have nothing to lose with this pure Insanity I can pass my exams & survive all alone!! one more time I would like to say that haha padan muke aku tk layan kau!! bodoh nyer budak paisey nk tegoh aku tapi aku step tk kenal!!!! nk buat layan kau kalo kau benci aku!!!!!! hahaaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha Labels: Curse You |
