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Fuck my alter ego!!
Ya thanks alot for emerging in my reflection & talking to me...I trusted my alter ego & guess what you got me in trouble... I thought you gave me the correct advice but no.... In reality I have to blame no one but myself.... If I we're to tell people about you alter ego then they will send me to IMH... Lets start with today... Thanks Sharul for adjusting my guitar amp this afternoon... I sk8 form 7pm yesterday to 5am in the morning today... Luckily I start school at 1pm... my body is fucking sore!!!.... I injured everywhere... I was on formed..!!! Yes ar I almost land backside 180deg heelflip ... Last monday went to study at east coast while Marwan accompanied me... Yes the wind there calms me down alot... fuck exams.... Fucking stress on finding a job,at home,studies & money... To someone: No worries,people won't know its you... I just don't know what's gotten into me lately... I hope you accept my apology just like your bro... I know its not worth saying sorry if its just saying it rather than meaning it... Even most are my friends are dissapointed in me recently... I wanted hatred there it is it came to me quick... my two7seven hooligan a.k.a childhood friends/bdk2 kmpng I'm sorry... to tell you the truth most of my friends also gets offended by my post... they damn well dissapointed because its not me... I've never been like this... Even my best bud Illia is disappointed in my post... I don't care about the probability of 0 to telor!!.. Yes I guess I'am being childish... doesn't mean I feel that you hate means you hate me... I got no prove to jump to conclusion... I'm just an attention seeker who wants to people to think I'm a psychopath especially you... I thought you would never enter my blog... because I always thought I'm invisible in your eyes... Yup you know my true feelings... Its just that I kept saying 'I hate you' just to forget about you... I wanna move on... but its seems too difficult... so I tried hatred but it doesn't work... I'm not just in love with you but I'm also in love with your family... I guess I'm born a jerk.... just like my ex used to say.... I just can't turn away from your beauty... from my view there is no one like you... with my perangai like this i have become what i've hated.. that is like my real dad... I tell myself that i never wanna be like him but in the end I am... but I sincerely apologize please give me one last chance... even if the you said the probability is 0 to telor... no wonder a girl doesn't wants to be around me because of my immature perangai... dengan perangai aku yng mcm sial ni tkde orang pon nk dekat. to be honest I can think maturely... except that I've always think that I'm a 10 year old... Its because I'm afraid & hates to get older each day.. If can I wanna have fun like a child until I die... but that has to stop... You make me realised that... one day I have to take responsibility into my own hands... I hope that at least you give me a chance to prove myself that I'm worthy even though I'm younger than you... but I can't expect too much... I appreciate alot that you appreciate what I did... It means alot to me... I just dunno what to say anymore... I seriously have no problem with you at all =)... hope I don't give you sleepless nights Thanks for reading... thats all I have to say... Time to get out of child's play... Time to get rid of alter ego.. & hope it won't come back... Time to punk rock & hooligan again but after exams... time to hit the pubs & watch some good football games.. time to be young , loud & proud!!!!!!... JUST SAY HOOLIGAN!!!!!!!!! for you mate!! Labels: I'm to be blame |
