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Assalamualaikum,May Peace Be Upon You


June 2007


I blogged when I'am bored


shopping @ JB sucks this time
Good Afternoon motherfuckers....
last night went to Johor with my mom & seriously I got nothing to buy there....
things at Angsana was so over rated...
I only bought myself a addidas shoe for RM279.90 & Lonsdale London T shirt....

Its been quite awhile since I hang out with my kampong dudes...
yesterday went to friday prayers with them.....
then makan a RASA 21....
lpak at khabir's place until 6pm then I went home cause I wanna go JB


alot of kampong dudes & close friends were wondering what the f happened to me....
well its been almost 2 weeks I've disappear from the dudes I lepak with...
not really 2weeks last friday went to see fishtank with them & yesterday...
well to be honest my daily life seems different this past 2weeks....
most of the time i dun have an appetite to eat & the most I only slept 3hours a day...
it seems too difficult to sleep nowadays...
this 2weeks I've drinking red bull more than eating....
last 2 mondays i like drank 9 cans in one day....
& i'm still drinking red bull right now...
I dunno why...
am I thinking about her???...
I dunno....
everything is over...
I dun love her anymore...
My 2years mission has failed & its over....
shes got BF named Fauzi....
If shes happy I'm happy...
all the best for ur relationship...
btw i've got nothing to worry....
shes got a great lil bro A & FAUZI is a really2 great guy...
so shes gonna be very fine....
seriously I will never find anyone like her in my entire life & btw the main thing that attracts my heart is her inner & outer beauty....
it seems like yesterday when I 1st talked to her when I was in sec2 still wearing shorts btw outside of the OPC room...
i was looking for Feeroz but ended up talking to her....
last time she would normally wears specs but on dat day she wasn't wearing so i realise her starry eyes & sweet polite voice that realli caught my attention....
for my remaining sec2 life i've been always thinking if i'm in love wif her or not....
when I was in sec3 then i discover that I do love her...
but seriously i'm so stupid enough not tell her earlier....
but truthfully the ugliest,stupid,untalented,unstylish,cashless & worthless person i ever met in my life is when i looked into the mirror....
gonna be alone until I die I guess , i wish i had siblings....
my heart will never open to any female & no matter how beautiful...
now my main mission is to take care of my mom as long as mom breathes....
so thats all folks

PS: A & FAUZI DO REALLY TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER I'M COUNTING ON U BOTH...
NO MORE LONG HAIR TIME TO CUT IT....